Two years ago today I was at the end of my longest relationship, starting a new job, and moving to a new place with one of my now closest friends Desiree. One year ago today I was moving again, this time to the first place of my own midtown. And now here I am packing once again for yet another move, this time to move-in with my wonderful boyfriend. For those of you who are counting, yes, that makes the third move in two years – not counting the extra move in the middle from the horrible tiny place on 24th and H Streets. So yeah, that's four total! Sometimes I can't believe how much has happened in the last two years. Aside from the multiple moves, I've discovered myself, found my independence, forged my own life, met some wonderful people along the way, and most importantly met the most wonderful guy in the world who shows me love like I've never imagined possible. Amazing! Don't get me wrong the last two years have not been all fun and excitement. There were some very dark times, lots of loneliness, confusion, and difficult self-reflection that brought me to my highest highs and lowest lows. Change is not a simple thing. We are by nature creatures of habit, and even though we may long for change, actually doing it is another thing. At times I felt helpless, but it took those feelings to realize how strong I really am. Life presented me with challenges, I never gave up, I overcame, and now here I am, dark days gone, forging a new and exciting life. I never could have imagined how it would turnout, and how happy I would be for all the decisions I made and the fate that brought Richie into my life. I am just in ahh… And who knows where life will take me from here? I'm hoping to grad school with my Richie and Chloe in tow – lol! We shall see… Nevertheless, I am so pleased and grateful with my life. I really could not have asked for more.
The Counting Crows
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